Day 11 Most Proud Moment.

I don't know that I could just pick one proud moment. I guess what I thinking would actually accumulates a few moments in time. My high school graduation would probably be the first one of my proud moments, than it would be moving into my apartment, than getting married, than selling our house and than buying our house here in Iowa. I think those are my most proud moments because for me it represented so many "adult" life changing moments. I remember getting ready to move into my own apartment and the fear I had about what happens if I fail or I can't do it. However I did it I had my own apartment for 3 years before I meet and married Jeremy. Getting married it was definitely one of the biggest decisions I have ever made. When we decided to move to Iowa and all the stuff that comes with moving it was a big deal. Than going to the bank and getting financing for our house and being able to do that without having to have anyone co sign for us was huge for me and picking out our house and buying it was another proud moment. I think these are the ones that stick out the most because each one of them were the opening and closing of chapters in my life.

Nesting

I have heard of this happening to women when the are pregnant right before they go into labor, but never any other time. And yet I find myself trying to nest into my new house and its not working. While my mother-in-law totally understands how I feel because she is having a hard time nesting right now as well since all of our houses are in a upheaval. We are all patiently awaiting the completion of their house and once that happens we can move the rest of our furniture on jeremys side of the house to its rightful place over there and I can pack my apartment and move it over at least all the things that I am not going to be using for the next couple of months until we get married. There in lies a challange as well since if I pack the apartment my living room will become filled with boxes and less room for living I can also stack boxes in my bedroom now thanks to my amazing roommate I now have the room to place packed boxes. This move however I am determined to be organized so that each box will be labled and already have a place going into the house and I wont have to have any more boxes sitting around for 3 years unpacked as I do now.