Growing Pains Part 2

Yesterday I reached out to the person God has been speaking quite clearly and quite loudly about for sometime to forgive. I sent a text to them to open the door to see if they would even listen to what I had to say and the door is opened. We will be talking more next week as they are on their honeymoon. (I didn't know for sure that they were still on it). I never thought I would talk to this person again and my flesh was quite alright with that. Well after doing that and things going way smoother than I ever thought it would; I had the worst night of sleep I have had in years. I tossed and turned and woke up ever couple of hours and than early this morning I had a dream almost more like a nightmare. I know it was not a Godly dream it was one sent to discourage me from continuing on to do what God has told me to do. Yet even as my alarm went off this morning the song "Forgiveness" by Matthew West was playing and than right after the song went off k-love played a part of an interview with Brandon Heath that talked about dealing with the poison of bitterness in your life. Wow! God came right in after the dream and confirmed twice that I am doing the right thing and going the right way. I should also say that last night when I was getting ready for bed I had The Spirit channel on our tv which plays all christian music and it had a song on about forgiveness that I have never even heard of before. So while my flesh still screams no don't do this my spirit is screaming louder than ever before to break free. Even after reaching out in a text message I feel so much lighter and so much more free and so much more peaceful and I can't imagine how much more that will go up once I actually talk to this person and finish what God has called me to do.